It's a 4-day weekend

After lazying around, and being worried by erratic escalations from India - oh gosh that's so stressful, they have no respect nor appreciation of other's effort - I am now on the Sunday.

Had a phone conversation earlier today with my bro for a joint property investment. I then read an article on Times magazine about the horror of men or women grieving about relatives becoming victims of the violence in Egypt. I felt sad and urge to do something. It's ironic and somewhat made me guilty that my ideals are wasted on weekend, and I do something not nothing about the better of the world, helping the helpless, poor, and oppressed. they seemed like a world a way, different times and places - from the save contented Singapore...

I need to fire up my fires more. helping in ways I could help best, not foolish stupid ideals but just thinking without action. I am normally good at putting myself in situation that I am best. What I need now is a plot or a plan. If I can bring myself to it rather than wasting my life away in games and lazy weekend. Am I bad.